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Fcuking awesome attitude.

ryanliew — Wed, 07 Apr 2010 18:31:33 +0000

Some people just dont understand how beautiful their attitude are until people like us tell them how much we admire it. Seriously, you think your attitude is some kind of class or something? Facing it almost like everytime we see each other seriously dont help. If you think that you are so damn awesome with that attitude, i seriously salute to you.

i dont mind failing my modules because of you or so. Afterall i can retake it, so if you wanna show me some of your awesome attitude at such a timing then i am fine with it too. afterall i really cant stand it anymore.

P.s — lame shit.

Fired-up.

ryanliew — Thu, 25 Mar 2010 17:56:37 +0000

Is the freaking third week of china and things do not seems to be going well, for now. Feel so fuck up right now because of the unhappiness everyone has. Is like, if you are unhappy with someone, why can’t you leave your freaking unhappiness till the end of the 6 weeks of china? I know somethings are inevitable, but then again, we are all living with each other and we really need each other support for the whole of 6 weeks. If you can’t stand anyone, then hold your freaking grudge till the end of 6 week then tell them in their face or whatever way you like ok? I am not some peacemaker here. At times if i can, i will be, but please, do know that everyone has their limits.

P.s — fucked up day.

One song represent it all.

ryanliew — Sat, 20 Mar 2010 12:39:43 +0000

安靜.

P.s — That is exactly how i am feeling right now.

A sudden talk about the past.

ryanliew — Thu, 18 Mar 2010 19:00:06 +0000

Well, just had a heart to heart talk with my friends and the same thing was being asked again, about my past. But then again, there is something different. I am able to face it. I am able to face the fact and everything. Well, if i say i dont feel sad about my past whenever i talk about it is all fake, i do have feelings too. But then again, this kind of thing is unavoidable i guess. I believe that nothing is impossible. I believe that is possible to fall in love and is possible to fall out of love. So we just have to expect the unexpected that’s all. Results will be out tmr and i hope that i will be able to pass everything. I dont want a distinction or so. hahaha just a pass will do.

P.s — If he is able to treat you better, is easier for me to say goodbye.

3rd week in china.

ryanliew — Mon, 15 Mar 2010 07:55:23 +0000

So far, i been enjoying my trip in china, just that i am deprived of sleep. Need some rest seriously if not i will fall ill sooner or later due to the long strenous bus ride we get to have when we go on field trip. Been missing alot of people back in singapore, my parents and friends. 3 more weeks to go before going back to singapore and enjoying my last week of holiday. Results would be out this friday, and if i really do fail my repeated modules, i guess i would just go to some other private school to study. Hope that things turn out well so that my last few week in china would be happier. Just wish to pass all my modules. Thats all.

P.s– i miss you.

Back to blogging cause i am bored.

ryanliew — Mon, 08 Mar 2010 16:42:21 +0000

Well currently at china for OIP, china is fun and is really unexpected.

Nothing much to blog about actually, cause i know some lame shit people would compliment on my blog. haha

going to sleep now.

P.s — How i wish a word of understanding can clear all misunderstanding.

CNY.

ryanliew — Tue, 16 Feb 2010 19:25:37 +0000

Gamble + ang bao + alcohol + food + laughter = CNY!

Ok although this cny is kinda boring, but then again this is cny afterall.

This year is definitely different from pass year but am sure that next year would be better. This year seems to be boring and mundane for no reason. Oh well.

After this week would be exam week then i am off to china, is like so fast. OMG am really not ready for it at all. ):

Would be sleeping late i guess, catching a movie with kenelm and dora tmr before going airport to study. HAHAHAHA.

P.s — Xing Guang Da Dao is one of the best show ever. ok random

You will never learn.

ryanliew — Thu, 11 Feb 2010 12:26:06 +0000

Laugh all you want, mock all you want. Cause i would not even give a damn about you. Come on, grow up, how old are you already? dont you even know the meaning of being sincere? LMAO please, really, grow up ok?

So what if i speak broken english? HAHA all my friends speaks like this and we are completely fine with it. Stop trying so hard to be my friend will you? You just simply makes me feel disgusted with your action. Am being straight forward cause i just cant stand what you are doing, is simply CHILDISH.

Once you seen this post please go and gossip ar laugh ar mock about it ok? haha, omg i have no idea why am i so unlucky to once have a friend like you. I really am laughing at your stupidity, seriously, how far more can you go?

I want to make it clear, it just disgust me to have a friend or should i say, once being a friend with you, and i seriously have enough of your nonsense and please get out of my life and stop trying to be a part of it. Cause i have friends WAY BETTER THAN YOU.

P.s — Seriously, grow up.

Dead

ryanliew — Thu, 11 Feb 2010 00:35:42 +0000

—– This is going to be a very stupid post. —–

Sorry if i have some typo error or such ok? am feeling terribly tired right now. ):

I just want to say that, i really want to put my past behind and let it be dead and never be remembered again. I really pity my past cause the past i once shared had never been treasure by the one it had once been flourish with love and care. The past i once had has been abandoned and thrown aside, never to be look at again. So that’s it, from now on, please do not talk ask me about my past, nor talk about it or anything that is related to it. Let’s just put a foolstop to it and shut this topic up. Cause is definitely meaningless and pointless to even talk about it when i did everything i could to amend everything but the outcome is still the same.

Time to get some sleep.

P.s — I just want you to know that, you are wrong about me.

A great rest and a great day it will be tomorrow.

ryanliew — Mon, 08 Feb 2010 13:14:47 +0000

Slept for 8hours yesterday, but despite so, i am still feeling tired. This is like a never ending phrase i would use. Am glad that my clique were back to normal and had hell lot of fun. WENT TO TOILET AND FILM MATIN SHITTING! LMAO! is really damn funny, of course we deleted the video. Damn got molested and touch by the sapao today and bloody kenelm touch my precious part. LMAO. But of course we did gang up on everyone and all of us got a piece of each other. Lol sound so wrong. HAHA

I really find that my life with my clique is certainly full of fun and laughter, may it be that there are quarrels or so, everyone are still friends and we would still be there for one another.

Going to get some sleep soon before going to gym tomorrow morning at 9am and school at 12pm. will be a long day though cause bob wanna go tchoukball so i accompany him lor.

Well well, life is just full of surprises. At one time, you are sad and then again you are happy. It is just filled with lots of emotions. I am sure that one day i would truly find the source of my happiness and then again i would be back to my old self who love life.

Time to sleep.

P.s — No matter how hurt i am, i am still happy, for the love you once gave me.