Fired-up.

Is the freaking third week of china and things do not seems to be going well, for now. Feel so fuck up right now because of the unhappiness everyone has. Is like, if you are unhappy with someone, why can’t you leave your freaking unhappiness till the end of the 6 weeks of china? I know somethings are inevitable, but then again, we are all living with each other and we really need each other support for the whole of 6 weeks. If you can’t stand anyone, then hold your freaking grudge till the end of 6 week then tell them in their face or whatever way you like ok? I am not some peacemaker here. At times if i can, i will be, but please, do know that everyone has their limits.

P.s — fucked up day.

One song represent it all.

安靜.

P.s — That is exactly how i am feeling right now.

A sudden talk about the past.

Well, just had a heart to heart talk with my friends and the same thing was being asked again, about my past. But then again, there is something different. I am able to face it. I am able to face the fact and everything. Well, if i say i dont feel sad about my past whenever i talk about it is all fake, i do have feelings too. But then again, this kind of thing is unavoidable i guess. I believe that nothing is impossible. I believe that is possible to fall in love and is possible to fall out of love. So we just have to expect the unexpected that’s all. Results will be out tmr and i hope that i will be able to pass everything. I dont want a distinction or so. hahaha just a pass will do.

P.s — If he is able to treat you better, is easier for me to say goodbye.

3rd week in china.

So far, i been enjoying my trip in china, just that i am deprived of sleep. Need some rest seriously if not i will fall ill sooner or later due to the long strenous bus ride we get to have when we go on field trip. Been missing alot of people back in singapore, my parents and friends. 3 more weeks to go before going back to singapore and enjoying my last week of holiday. Results would be out this friday, and if i really do fail my repeated modules, i guess i would just go to some other private school to study. Hope that things turn out well so that my last few week in china would be happier. Just wish to pass all my modules. Thats all.

P.s– i miss you.

Back to blogging cause i am bored.

Well currently at china for OIP, china is fun and is really unexpected.

Nothing much to blog about actually, cause i know some lame shit people would compliment on my blog. haha

going to sleep now.

P.s — How i wish a word of understanding can clear all misunderstanding.